C. Léôn Heésé summed it up pretty nicely.

1 min readJan 27, 2022

C. Léôn Heésé summed it up pretty nicely. I will only add that you base all your conclusions on a faulty premise that God is an entity separate from yourself (either completely in some distant realm, or as some immanent transcendental field that permeates everything and can be eventually tapped into). That is, in Biblical terms, idolatry -- you have an image of God. This is also the reason why materialistic / naturalistic description of phenomenal world as it is today, and which is pretty accurate, clashes wildly with the theology you subscribe to (not to mention that said theology clearly does not make your life easier in terms of understanding the whole "thing" either).

Since the topic is quite complex (even though the truth and reality are very simple) I just leave here some links. I really encourage you to go through all of them (if you didn't already done so ;).

Cosmology

https://senderspike.medium.com/fractal-evolution-b0d66bacff40

https://senderspike.medium.com/let-there-be-light-ac9cb17e26c1

https://senderspike.medium.com/absolute-equivalence-b4584dc2e290

https://senderspike.medium.com/yet-another-creation-myth-1ad36f9815de

Realization

https://senderspike.medium.com/the-universal-path-to-liberation-3d19edf1bf5b

https://senderspike.medium.com/the-covenant-304c097cfa6

https://senderspike.medium.com/the-covenant-notes-b7978b27e52b

https://senderspike.medium.com/brutal-honesty-503f472648b1

https://senderspike.medium.com/mystical-union-f8bec38f7d53

Errors in Christian theology