No, I'm telling you that without self-knowledge any cosmology will be incomplete. Any. Like if you don't know yourself, you don't have the whole picture. That's simply a self-evident fact. And after decades in various rabbit holes I came to a conclusion that self-realization cannot be arrived at by trying to crack cosmology, i.e. the relative. You have to go straight for the jugular so to speak. And, frankly, it's where we all should start and then explore from there.

I get that you are furious, we really turned the whole Earth into an open-air prison with various perks, but a prison nonetheless. Been there done that. But eventually it came to me that, if I want to blame someone, I can blame only some anonymous ancestors who lived millennia ago and who didn't know any better. Not that different from me before the truth "shined trough." So, should I blame myself for my ignorance and be pissed off, or should I forgive myself and work to remove the ignorance in me so I don't spread it any further? I prefer the latter. And if I can forgive myself, why should I not forgive those ancestors? Life’s more pleasant that way AFAICT.

As for going against scientific dogma. I for one am attacking the hinge point of materialism. That does not mean, however, that I will discard useful parts of science that I find working and convenient. I mean, if it works better for you to build a computer using flat Earth physics or gods, go ahead. I find “standard” science more convenient for such tasks. Also, as you might have noticed, I attack religion and spirituality only for superstitions. There's a lot of useful psychological tools in there that are ignored elsewhere -- heck, they are the only areas where self-realization (although oftentimes bastardized beyond recognition) is even present/mentioned at some level. Go figure. There’s really nothing more to it on my part.