I thought so. In between the lines, it somehow flickered through. Like you say, there it was, then it disappeared, then it appeared again. But I have also met many people who were so good with words that only later it became crystal clear that even though they understand the concept, even believe that there is a “final destination”, they don’t know firsthand. From what I can tell, life is indeed a game of forgetting and remembering. But, I guess, it would be more precise to say that manifested world is a game of forgetting and remembering. Because for life it is true only on a great scale (life as all life, not a particular one that starts with birth and ends with death). I mean, self-realization, as I see it, is an on-off switch. When that switch goes on, in anyone’s life, there seems to be no way to go back and forget (although who knows what a complete amnesia would do, but I’m also not eager to find out :D). Then again, as many people so many paths.