Fantastic piece. Very honest. But I wonder why you settle for a ready-made answer, in your case transhumanism. Isn't that the same as what the "less inquisitive" folks do when they reach for off-the-shelf pre-packed religious and spiritual "solutions"?

If I may suggest, know yourself beyond any doubt, and you *will* know who you are. It will also definitely answer how did you get here and where you are going. As well as it will shed a light on meaning of life or lack of thereof. Then and only then make up your mind. And who knows, you may even come up with something new and unexpected.