Fair enough. The way you deal with material universe, however, largely depends on how you view its absolute nature (aka God). There is no wiggle room in this regard and everyone is subject to it. No matter whether said view is explicit or merely intuited and habitual. You, as well as anyone, have all what it takes to know God. Why then speculate or believe? Makes no sense to me, especially if you regularly and in no uncertain ways dive into these topics.