And what exactly is the problem with universe being meaningless and life being absurd? (Though the latter is merely a personal assessment IMO. All that can be said about life in an objective way is that it is.) You can have meaning crisis only if you crave meaning. Which is in essence a position identical to the one of the "unenlightened" hoi polloi you decry. But kudos to you. You, at least, recognized the absence of meaning. Now, let go of the desire to have one.